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so it's finally summer and i failed two of my finals and my grades are making me sad and i guess i had fun after school today with my friends
and i had been looking forward to summer so much when i was still in school
but now that it's here, it's not really cut out to be what i thought it would be so far and i'm just kinda lonely right now
and self destructive.
did i mention self destructive?
i guess i kinda just don't see the point in things anymore right now. i'm just listening to music and sitting here quietly
i miss two summers ago
i miss being happy all the time
i wish i was normal
and i had been looking forward to summer so much when i was still in school
but now that it's here, it's not really cut out to be what i thought it would be so far and i'm just kinda lonely right now
and self destructive.
did i mention self destructive?
i guess i kinda just don't see the point in things anymore right now. i'm just listening to music and sitting here quietly
i miss two summers ago
i miss being happy all the time
i wish i was normal
._.
i always fuck everything up with everyone
sometimes i really just want to disappear
yeah i got tagged (guess what: i'm alive)
tagged by Phan5everx2 (https://www.deviantart.com/phan5everx2)
1. When did you discover you enjoyed writing?
i've always liked writing. i don't even remember when i started
2. What are your strengths in writing?
anything in any sort of dark humor. i like to poke fun at really fucked up things. also anything depressing xD
3. Your weaknesses?
um i can never write without inspiration, and i never have that xD
4. What is your favorite genre to write in?
angsty stuff. is that a genre? xD
5. Do you consider yourself a good writer?
a bit
6. Do you like to let a lot of people in real life read your work?
fuck no
7. How often do you write?
i never post, but i write at lea
o_o
i haven't been on dA in like a month and i have 2,000 messages and ugh
i have a double late in like an hour and i'm leaving in 20 minutes to get ready at the other girl's house and ugh
it's gonna suck because i'm pissed at the other guy because he's being a douche to me -_-
but as a plus, i seem to have a boyfriend
i'm not gonna be on dA much, like ever, i have too much to do, my social life is suddenly beginning to exist and i need to start focusing more on art now
so yeah
fun
your daily quote: a million reasons but i need a million more
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*flails*
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Aw Im so sorry. 
If its any consolation - SCHOOL SUCKS.Its stupid and measures everyone by the same standards. Some people learn differently and function differently, but the education system doesn't know how to deal with that. 
You are special and unique and I think its a great things that your not normal. Normal is overrated.
For self destruction and self harm all I can say thats helped me is watch T.V. Literally drop everything, grab some ice cream and watch cartoons.
I hope this helps
If its any consolation - SCHOOL SUCKS.Its stupid and measures everyone by the same standards. Some people learn differently and function differently, but the education system doesn't know how to deal with that. You are special and unique and I think its a great things that your not normal. Normal is overrated. For self destruction and self harm all I can say thats helped me is watch T.V. Literally drop everything, grab some ice cream and watch cartoons.
I hope this helps