confessions of an empty poet

Phan5everx2 tagged me. 

1) Of course, copy these rules for others to know.
2) Copy the goal and point that I've written or you can just write it in your own words to make it shorter for people. 
3) Write at least 10 confessions (you can actually write as many as you please) about something you say/said, do/did and/or thought/think.
4) Tag at least 5 people you're following, but if you want you can tag more.

 I can't imagine my future.
 I've recently started writing in a journal
 I've also recently reconnected with my sister
 I don't want to die, I just want the pain to end
 I seriously love writing poetry
 I've also recently come to the understanding that my mother may or may not be clinically insane and/or have bipolar disorder.  
 my cat has fucking fleas e_o (i don't even know how)
 i'm lonely at the moment
 my life confuses me
 i don't think i'm going to school tomorrow. 

not tagging anyone.